Acceptance

Today has been characterized by acceptance. As my lab values do what we expect, I continue to struggle with managing my blood pressure and am having to accept that my energy is not what I hope for. And, therefore, I am having to accept that my goals are not always attainable.

I do not seek any sympathy, however. I remain strong mentally and spiritually. So, my body is responding as expected and my goals occasionally outpace what my body is capable of - no worries. For now, I take the opportunity to rest when possible. Today was one of those days. My rest was poor last night and I made up for much of it today.

On a more philosophical note, I must say that my trials pale in comparison to those I see others facing. That may seem odd to some. However, I contend that if we were to all put our trials in a pile on the floor, we would likely pull back our specific trials and leave others’ alone. Although my road is neither easy nor guaranteed, I remain confident in my path and that it is directed by God. The purpose will become more clear as time passes.

At this point, I pray that each of you will keep your faith in Christ regardless of the trials that you may face. Whether great or small, God is orchestrating the events of your life. We could debate whether He places every scenario in your path, or whether He simply allows certain events to occur. Either way, God is in control and nothing escapes His eye. He is aware of every event occurring your life and is ready to help if you call on Him.

”…I will never leave you nor foresake you.” Heb 13:5